| shrooms muthafucka |
[Jul. 30th, 2007|10:50 am] |
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so i wanted to see the simsons but not sober...i got a 8er of fucking shrooms eat half of it...right when the movie started i was going crazy homer was fucking triping me the fuck out and theres some indin bitch in the movie she fuck scared me...it was so strong that it scared me i thought i could handle it cuz of all the other shit iv done...but wow that shit has nothing on acid,rolls,speed and anything eles shrooms dont play they will fuck you up...i couldnt drive and everytime i got in a car i got tunnel vision and everyones face was stretching...will i do it again fuck yeah im dowm for next friday... |
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| alll these new things |
[Jul. 19th, 2007|10:38 am] |
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new girl,new car,new family...my parents are really hooking up...they both got me a 2003 honda accord i fucking love that car...so yeah the new girl she makes me for get all about that other girl it makes me feel all so much better inside...she's older but i just dont give a fuck...on top of that shes a pro at raveing and the bitch can hang...i even got all these new friends that are fucking crazy i love my niggas...well yeah im out =D |
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| stefans birthday |
[Jul. 2nd, 2007|11:04 am] |
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it started at bird bowl like the old days when all we would do is skate all day play at bird bowl all night...it was the shit chilling with all you ppl i fucking miss you guys...alex stefan christian and mel...so yeah then we took the party to my house the DEAD END lol...going back and forth geting more and more beer it most of been like 5 beer runs...on top of that the smokeing ha ha ha we got some kid to fucking smoke for the frist time and drink like theres no tomarrow...but then we felt bad cuz he didnt stop thowing up all over my car nasty ass...oh well i hope hes alright...my ass was gone when everyone left me pupi and val whent to chris house i was so fucked up that i had to walk there...everyone was rolling off there ass i didnt stop drinking then the bacardi gold came out they were saveing it just for me just for lil oh chris...i took 3 doubles my ass was gone...so yeah thats was my saturday night... |
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| all is good |
[Jun. 29th, 2007|11:21 am] |
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so we decided to just let what we have just ride on a rollercoster...we gone thow some loopy loops already i cant wait to see whats next...so yeah back to my other things like rolling i havent rolled for like 1 month and yesterday i just felt like rolling...befor i was poping about 5 pills but when you go on a breack your serotonin goes back to normal...well thats what i thought too but yesterday i ended up poping fucking 7 just to roll...3 red zuzukey,2 octys,2 lady g's...like wtf thats so a sign to fucking stop so i have taken that into mind i will only pop a pill of ex when i drop a stamp of acid and thats that.... |
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| wow im a fucking dick |
[Jun. 28th, 2007|11:21 am] |
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so im with this girl her names val...were going out she likes me i like her...but how is it that when she ask me chris do you really like me and want to be with me...i freez and i dont know what to say so she gets scared and thinks that i want to breck up...do i want her or dont i my heads so fucked up that i dont even know what i want anymore...she starts to cry i start to hate myself for makeing her fell so bad...but now its like i made it so hard for us that i dont think that we can stay together fuck i always fuck everything up...im a fucking dick or im just really fucked up in the head i think i need help...or maybe i just really need to be single for like a long time or im i just missing something someone what is it someone tell me plzzz... |
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| cleaning my closet and guess what poped out at me |
[Jun. 27th, 2007|10:21 am] |
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a shoe box but this shoe box had oh so many things in it things that took me back in time...oh south west how i hated you so much but there was one person that had me going everyday you knwo who you are...reading all thows note and lol and feeling like shit...looking at pic's wow how pll change its so crazy and you never know till you have something to remind you...geting drunk at my moms gay ass boyfriends house eating big ass pigs and playing with its head...ohhh and thows sexy red panties lmao ohhh good times...so back to the shoe box i thow it out the window going 80 mph (just kiding)...its still there and its going to stay there <3 |
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| my parents have hated each other for 17 years |
[Jun. 26th, 2007|12:55 pm] |
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but for the last 2 months they dont get off the phone and they go out to clubs...they both have a girlfriend and boyfriend...my dad calls me up and says (i want to have a movie night at your house tonight ill bring the movies...)this is so crazy for me cuz iv never chilled with my dad like that with my sister in my house with my crazy ass mom...w.e everytime she talks about him she smiles and gets happy maybe this time it will work out...damm maybe he just wants to come over to my house to kick my ass when he was in colombia i was driveing his car around and i crashed it into a sign =/ lol blow out the back window and fucked up the whole side of it...i told him i did it he got crazy ass fuck got the keys and left at like 100 mph hasnt talk to to me till today...what a fucker oh well im out latters... |
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| (no subject) |
[Jun. 25th, 2007|10:32 am] |
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im glade i came back from colombia now im back with my lil val <3...it was so fucking hot over there it must of been like 100...i came back like 6 days befor i was sapost to come i really didnt like it at all...at first it was kool going out to club geting drunk for geting what my name was and meat chicks lef and right...but i got bored of it...i did get to see the white got one bump everybody only one it was fucking crazy lol saw the weed trees didnt smoke at all thow...so im still not smokeing but i did troll befor i left to colombia it was the best feeling in the world...i planed out most of my life and theres some up and theres some downs but its not going to be that bad if i stay going the right way...(kayce if your reading this get your dam snakes out of my house already...)so jay and me findly had meat face to face nothing happened i didnt start anything i was my self...you two should be happy an i wish the best for you guys and diane learn how to drive =/ lol...so yeah chilling rolling blunts for everyone cuz they never learn even thow i teach them all the time carlos and robert.... |
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| why cant she get out of my fucking head |
[Jun. 13th, 2007|10:29 am] |
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i know it sounds so fucking retarded cuz i did this to my self...No one to blame but my self right...Its like shes been inprinted into my brain evey trip i go on has something to do about her...Even when im druged up an in another world i just cant for get or stop thinking about her...Shes a drug an shes going to drive me fucking crazy...I cant stand not being with her or talk to her...Ill find any way to get close to her but when i do all i want to do is fight someone...Somone she cares about so much someone that i think should never get the time and the day with her...Im geting are logo on the my back so that i never see it but i know that no matter what it will always be there... |
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| wow look at me |
[Jun. 13th, 2007|09:48 am] |
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I havent smoked weed for 2 months now an it feels so good...I havent rolled in 4 weeks an the last time i took a stamp was 2 weeks ago maybe 3 i can now say fuck drugs...But i know that i will take a stamp her an there...Thats the only drug wirth takeing it just makes you see everything so much better...It will clear you from all your troubles...You cant O.D on it...Theres no take to much of it...It wont leave holes in your brian and you dont get mad stupid from it...An it gets out of your body in 24 hours by far the best drug out there...Im leavein to colombia for 9 days well maybe more its up to me maybe its better if i just stay over there...See diffrent shit and learn diffrent thing ill travle south america looking for that one special lady...so yeah wish me luck i hope the fucking plain dont crash... |
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| fuck that |
[Jun. 8th, 2007|12:06 pm] |
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man fuck that girl she pissed me off i hope she gets whats comeing to her ass... |
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| want to go back in time |
[Jun. 4th, 2007|10:28 am] |
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when someone had a nose full of bugers...an when it would get to backed up i would blow them out...lil converse's paited with cute mushrooms...10th grade when someone got switched into my life...pretending to do homework just to be around...walking that someone to class then geting suspended for it...talking to the parents cuz they showed me the right things to do...if i could i would go back to the time when there were no worrys an no stress no hardcore drugs...only love <3 |
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| can it get any better |
[May. 22nd, 2007|01:57 pm] |
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so work is like giveing me more money i stoped smokeing them trees but i be fucking with that acid w.e i likes it...yesterday i was at the mall and i spent 500 bucks on myself it felt good knowing that i can do that now...some ppl added me on myspace and all they do is thow partys so i always have a party to go to on the weekends...my girlfriend is the shit gave me two big ass snakes just because ill make them have baby so if any one wants a baby snake holla at your boi... |
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| D.C |
[May. 14th, 2007|11:23 am] |
No matter what i was wrong...
I cheated and im sorry...
I should of told you...
I fucked up...
But look at us now...
We both moved on to other ppl..
Have no worry...
Have no hard feelings...
P.S-i cheacked carloses dvd player didnt see the movie are you sure its there??? |
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| its been a long time |
[Nov. 28th, 2006|10:20 pm] |
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shit i havent been on this bitch in a long time... but fuck all that lol thats my new thing for everything (FUCK ALL THAT) chack it out "chris why you so dam crazy" man fuck all that!!! lmao oh i love it...but yeah rehab every tuesday shit i have to go today i hope nothing comes out =/...lets see tomarrow is 1,3,5 you know what i havent done in a long time (CCC) oh man im going to buy some today bared out on wensday fo sho...anyone want to free bar's??? well yeah im out i got nothing left to say but (fuck all that) |
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| what happened last night??? |
[Oct. 21st, 2006|07:04 pm] |
ok so yesterday was an 8 ball and 50 bucks worth of bud...i dont see my self stoping with drugs i dont see myself doing alot of shit o well...my buggers tast like coke i didnt eat them some girl did shes crazy!!!but im sure she liked it...step sisters here an shes wack i want to get her high so that she can flip an get fucked up i think it would be funny to see (im not mean)...
i still dont have a phone but i like it i can do what ever i want an no one can bother me or prank call me (losers)...what happened last nigh??? |
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| fucking dreams |
[Sep. 12th, 2006|03:08 am] |
yeah its like 2:50 a.m and i cant sleep well fuck that i just cant handole whats going on in my head shits so fucked up in dream land its like all i see is shit going BAD for me freinds and ppl that i dont even know rehads on my ass i have to call up some lady and tell her what i do all day i call her two times a week i fucking hate it and ex is really kicking my ass i wish that i could just stop but its free and feels so good on top of that im on that stuped dust off bull shit man i really need to man up and do something fuck roll's the i.v that was in me fucked up my vane and now it wont stop bleating i think its a sing that when you get up and you just go bling and your head feels like 1,000,000 pounds and your nees get weack and the only thing you can do is find a easy way to hit that floor......im out to all you ppl haveing them good dreams i wish i was you..
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| (no subject) |
[Sep. 7th, 2006|11:02 am] |
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dam dam dam dam jeans.....well i was right i did die i scared the shit out of my mom and dad i had died for 3 min's now who can say that they died and came back SHIT i can i guess i have shit to do on this earth who knows but yeah everthing is good but im still a lil scard knowing that i fucking died and wow when i came back i was so fucking druged it was so nice it lasted long to and i told them i didnt feel so good so they gave me somemore my goodness it was so much better then shrooms,weed,dust off,any drug that i have taken i want to go back and get me some so that i can sell it on the streets lol man ill make so much cash $$$$$$ you know what im going to find out what it was im still feeling some of it right now and its so good man i like hospitals but yeah for anyone that reads this im good and i need to re up so im out.... |
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| (no subject) |
[Sep. 5th, 2006|11:29 pm] |
so im geting my fucking body slipt in hafe not kool i dont know why i was born with this heart i dont want to spend the rest of my life takeing pills and this is why i want to go thow with this whole thing i was so scared today thinking that what if something goes roung and i just dont make it or if my body is not strong enuff to do this iv been doing drugs seen's 8th grade i know that my body is not the same i know that its weak shit the sroom alone have fucked up my body and my blood most be so fucked up do to all the weed thats runing thow it i was just going nuts i need something a DOWNER i need a good pill and i got it yeah i poped two bars as soon as i took the second one everything just when so slow time it self had stoped and i was the only one in my school i asked my self if they where ever going to come back but when my blink was down everyone just poped up in front of me you know ppl in my school are so fucking dum i hate it when someone i dont even know runs up to me an ask me if im ok you dont know me what the fuck does it madder if im ok or not theres nothing that anyone can do your not donnie darko you cant go back in time and change shit i wish that what im write was linked to everyones comp and they fucking knew i feel then maybe all of thows stuped ppl in my school would get the hint and just leave me the hell alone but wow when i was bared out the olny ppl that i did see where the ones that i talk to the ones that i say shit to the one that i hang out with i feel good knowing that only the ppl that i do like are around me but like any other drug it started to go away lil by lil there should be some kind of drug that you can just stay high till you feel you just dont want to do it any more yeah maybe ppl would never come down off there high and just die but dont we all just die sooner or latter i know that if something does happen then shit it was ment to be and i hope that maybe i could be reincarnated in to like a fucking bird or something but not a human beat i would hate to do it all over fuck my life up some more
but maybe if im an animal then i can just do as i wish and be free well this is the longes shit that i have ever tiped in my life well i think it is anyways im out and these are just some of the crazy ass shit that runs thow my head....... |
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